Monday, July 4, 2011
Only five more days till my period is due and I am freaking out a little bit. I have had some very light pink spotting off and on for a couple days and we hope it is implantation bleeding. I wish I could take a pregnancy test now but I know no matter what it is to early. Right now, like so many other months, I am stuck between a baby and a period. Being pregnant again will give us another chance and maybe the progesterone will help keep the baby till term. If I am pregnant it is going to be exciting and scary all at the same time. I need to go to town this week and get more progesterone just in case I am pregnant. Yesterday I was saving all my "Months" blogs to the flash drive, I read them and cried. It was hard reading about the baby we lost. The baby that should be 6 months old on the 6th. The second baby was due on July 12th and I have to say I am not dreading it like I dreaded January 6th. It is crazy to think I would have a 6 month old or be getting ready to have a baby. Oh well, lets just hope we have a March baby!!!!