Sunday, September 18, 2011
Anxiety is getting the best of me today. I made a stupid mistake last night when I was doing something important and I didn't notice it until it was to late. I am so annoyed at myself for it. We are a little more then a week away from Darin's PT test and I am getting more and more anxious about it. He thinks he is going to pass it so why am I so anxious? Before the first miscarriage I never had an issue with anxiety. It seems now I just cant shake this feeling, worried and scared, almost all the time. I think I might go back on the Zoloft till we try to get pregnant again. I guess I will just think about it and try to figure out a way to relax.