tomorrow....

I go in at 8am tomorrow for the ultrasound to see if my follicles grew! I am so scared because I don't think the Clomid worked! I know I need to be positive and all that shit but I am just not sure. Tomorrow is also one whole year since we lost the first baby. I hope we get good news at the ultrasound so the day wont be all bad! I really wish Darin was off tomorrow and able to spend the day with me and drive me to and from the doctor. I hate that the ultrasound is so painful! I am so nervous about tomorrow I don't know how I will be able to sleep tonight!